I struggle on down my path,
like so many have before,
questioning the sound of thunder,
and cursing it once more.
And every strike of a hand,
like so many have before,
result in another page,
another shitty musical score.
See each work cements itself,
like so many have before,
along my road to nowhere,
to the preached-about core.
This very page speaks,
like so many have before,
tells me I do exist,
so I wake, I walk and I war.
Like so many have before.
I see the smoke,
It dusts the scene
The medium is charcoal
A clever use of irony?
The smell is thick,
but rich like coffee
Use what you know
the addiction is talking
This is the fire
You cannot see
A raging identity
Inside of me
Millions of raindrops pierce the snow and dissolve my alibi
But shards of my skull remain, scattered on the floor
As the bridges become passable
and our world begins to move again
I'm trying desperately to repair myself
and break this never ending spell
Jack Frost
Tell me how to freeze this
Tell me how to resist
Tell me how to live my life
So I can get a grip
So I can figure out
Who I am and what
I am living for
They were trapped in ice and frozen stiff
Before the raindrops hit
Now I have to face my enemies
Now I have to face my friends
Now I have to face myself
And the life I've been leading
Jack Frost
Tell me how to fre
True Close (clausula vera) by KiLLTheHouseLight, literature
Literature
True Close (clausula vera)
Hold fast to the memories, he holds fast to her side
One spark to the set, set the petrol alight
Watch from the street side, as the ambulance arrives
There's a liar on the corner with a thorn in his side
I could never work it out, with you alive
With you six feet under, I can find my true close
Understand the process, the weightless wings of doves
Sell it to the papers as an off the record source
Still a liar on the corner, not a hint of remorse
Where am I now
Trapped inside a book,
submersed in a quiet scene
Nostalgia, to the dumb
Is infinite and terrible,
for what we do possess
For what we have been
I'm forever looking back
Why can't I raise the dead
Please let me raise the dead
It's okay, to say you're scared, I saw them fight too.
Damn I hope they work it out, not for me but for you.
I'm so far away, I've got ways to cope.
They may not be pretty but I think they work.
You're too bright, a sheltered flame.
What a waste it would be if we turned out the same.
You remind me of myself, until I saw the world.
You shouldn't have to taste it at your age.
Just keep on counting the bridges as they pass.
Spot the scenes in the sky.
I promise I'll try, to make it alright.
I saw you off
With nothing else to do
Take my time
Home's not worth getting to
Everyone so full
Of morning innocence
I stand out
Like a sickly fragrance
My heart takes me
To where we used to meet
And the place
Where we confessed defeat
I am more whole now
Then I will ever be
But you still have
A piece of me
Too close for comfort
Why don't I just let it rest?
This jigsaw heart
Will always be missing a piece
I sit staring from the street
A taste that is sickly sweet
And in my defeat, plead
Let. Me. Be. Free.
But it goes on
And I still sing the same old songs
I saw you off
With nothing else to do
Take my time
Home's not worth getting to
Everyone so full
Of morning innocence
I stand out
Like a sickly fragrance
My heart takes me
To where we used to meet
And the place
Where we confessed defeat
I am more whole now
Then I will ever be
But you still have
A piece of me
Its been a long time since I've been active.
I guess for a while my creative side was out of
action. Unable to produce work that I deemed good.
I've recently started a photojournalism module in
college.
Now I strive to take a lot more images and focus
on my photography.